After our graffiti “identity projects” (post 1 and post 2) were finished, students at the Denver Street School took time to reflect about the creative process. We explored questions such as “What did you think about the medium? How did it feel to create your own poem? What was it about the poem or this project that made it a genuine reflection of your identity? What was did it feel like to be vulnerable? How was this freeing to you? How did it feel to write openly about pain?”
It was an intimate glimpse to what community might look like, a community where everyone was fully present. We also read my previous post where I introduced this project and talked about why I saw this project as a powerful experience in my own life. I asked them if they agreed with my perceptions of how I thought they had received the project, and if it truly meant something to them. In many ways, they were astounded that someone would take the time to write highly of them, and genuinely thanked me for the gesture.
Surprisingly, the most moving part of our reflection time came when we read the poems made by my three daughters. A few weeks earlier my middle daughter, Angel, had come along with me to the Street School and assisted me with the graffiti projects. She noticed the creative energy that the street kids had for the projects and the powerful poems they were writing, and couldn’t help but want to join them. She’s watched me create various graffiti pieces and joined in guiding the students in spray can usage, shading elements, and more. As we left that day, she begged to be a part of the experience, and wanted her sisters to join her. All of sudden, the projects at the Denver Street School had become a family affair.
That weekend my three daughters and an additional family member created their own graffiti projects. Angel’s graffiti project is pictured at the beginning of this post. Just as we had done with the students, the girls sat down and took the time to write reflective poems that allowed a peek into their souls. These poems for them, as with the students, would be a lasting reminder of this particular time in their lives.
Perhaps it was the age of my daughters, or their utter honesty… for whatever reason, our most powerful time of reflection came with the Street School students came while we read these poems. These poems invited the students to shed tears, contemplate pain, and redefine what it meant to be “real.” What came of our time together was truly “Good News.”
Enjoy the poems by my daughters and look for more posts on conversations at the Denver Street School.
Jessica:
I am God’s child made in God’s image
I wonder when God will come
I hear my angel speaking to me
I see heaven
I want to have a life devoted to God
I am God’s child made in God’s image
I pretend that my parent’s divorce to me isn’t a big deal
I feel God is constantly calling me
I touch the Lord’s gentle hands
I worry that my new family won’t work out
I cry when I think about all my broken families that didn’t work out
I am God’s child made in God’s image
I understand that there really is a God
I say that there is a chance for everyone to go to heaven one day
I dream about heaven
I try my best when I can
I hope I grow to have a meaningful life
I know that I’m strong inside no matter what happens
I am God’s child made in God’s image
I am eleven
I am Jessica
Angel:
I am mean but sweet inside
I wonder how the world will change
I hear my destiny calling
I see the world cupped in my hands
I want all the wonders to be answers
I am mean but sweet inside
I pretend to be magical
I feel like I can touch everyone’s spirit
I touch the Lord’s hand
I worry that my sister will never come back
I cry when my parents get in fights
I am mean but sweet inside
I understand why my baby sister had to leave me
I say I can
I dream I’ll see the Lord one day
I try not to talk back
I hope for peace
I am mean but sweet inside
I am ten
I am Angel
Myah:
I am loveable and weird
I wonder why the world is here
I hear the Lord speaking
I see my wonderful family
I want the world to be peaceful
I am loveable and weird
I pretend that I never cry
I feel that I can do whatever I want
I touch my spirit
I worry that one day that I won’t believe in the Lord
I cry over my family
I am loveable and weird
I understand that one day I will die
I say I can do it
I dream my family was never broken
I try to try hard on everything
I hope that one day I will reach my dream
I am loveable and weird
I am nine
I am Myah
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Sam Trujillo
thanks God for his handicaps,
for through them,
he has found
himself,
his work,
and his God.


Comments (5)
I was inspired by all the street school kids work and I tried to use all of their art tricks with my painting.
When I hung out with them they made me feel like I was one of them.
When I was there, it felt like jesus was all around us.
Cant wait to go back!
Posted by Angel Santos - Daughter in Story | November 11, 2007 8:00 PM
Posted on November 11, 2007 20:00
Jessica, Angel and Maya, you are beautiful young ladies. And your poetry touched my spirit this morning -- a good way to start my day. Thank you for putting your hearts into your art, and for sharing it with the rest of us, so that we can grow from your gift.
Posted by Jeff Johnsen | November 12, 2007 7:46 AM
Posted on November 12, 2007 07:46
These poems impress me with how complex we all are. I can look at the face of each of these girls and have no idea that every line of her poem is going on inside her all the time.
I'm inspired to ask questions of the people around me, to find out how much is going on inside of them, and maybe to let them start to understand what's inside of me.
Lori
Posted by Lori Ventola | November 12, 2007 11:45 AM
Posted on November 12, 2007 11:45
Your girls are so wounderful and so very smart! They are turly some good kids, and a great reflection of good parenting. I am so greatful you bless me with your family.
Posted by Uriah Quezada | November 12, 2007 2:25 PM
Posted on November 12, 2007 14:25
Wow these poems by my three little cousions made me cry i know that they hurt just as much as i do and i know that they have gone through the same thing that i have gone thrugh if not more and i know they are the strongest little girls i have ever known i miss them constantly let them know that i love them sam ok miss all of you !
Posted by Kayla Vaetoe | June 14, 2008 10:41 AM
Posted on June 14, 2008 10:41